JUST ME
LIFE HAS BEEN GENEROUS TO ME – GRATEFUL…
The deep faith of the mass Hindu pilgrimage Kumbh Mela
The most amazing insects in the Gurung Mulu National Parc on Borneo
The beauty to turn 18 years old at Marigot Bay, St. Lucia, with our sailing boat being fixed at a coconut tree
The preparation of breakfast when it is still dark while staying with rice farmers on the Philippines
The craziest party on earth at Burning Man
The immersion into the magic of beloved Bali
The up-lifting helicopter flight around the Cristo Redentor statue in Rio during sunset
The intense vibes of Jerusalem
The fresh greenish of the Simien National Parc in Ethiopia
The regular eruptions of Stromboli while lying in bed during night
The calm look of my first wild giraffe in Africa
The sensual tango swing in Buenos Aires
The impressive encounter with a brown bear in Armenia
The silent source of creativity in my tiny art studio on four wheels: Bluemoon van life
YOU NEED MORE?
I grew up in an environment where mothers wished their daughters were invisible. Within my family it’s preferred to silently endure and complain about the neighbors rather than change things.
I had a childhood where at the age of 9, I had already undergone four heavy surgeries, each lasting for hours. My insides were cut open, worked on, and stitched back together.
Almost 40 years later, friends call me an “energetic bundle,” enemies a “machine,” because I’ve obsessively drawn, written, worked, and collected academic titles and other qualifications. Along the way, I’ve also written four books. All of that: liberation blows. It was my way of finding myself.Sure, I often driven those around me crazy with it. But what remained in every phase: I broke free from the conventions of my upbringing and am becoming more me from day to day. I could not have done it differently than I did.I could also not have become the person I am without my creative expression. Already in early school, I eagerly wrote in my daily diary, kept my sketchbooks and pen with me all day, and now, as an adult, I have a part of my art studio in my self-converted van to keep it mobile.I started to write and do art by simply doing it, forgiving myself when an art piece was not as I intended.
My strong will to not give up helped me. Creation is life, life is creation.